At Peace

So as everyone knows from my last post I was a "little" panicked about giving a talk. Well... I did it and I'm GLAD it's over!!
So I think the talk went good. I didn't vomit or have any laughing attacks and the best part is I didn't pass out either!! My dad was laughing at me though... because my legs were shaking really BAD!! During my talk I was thinking to myself... why the heck was I wearing heals??? Seriously... heals and shaky legs don't mix!!
I will say that our Heavenly Father was so aware of my needs. He totally blessed me with four wonderful people that shared their testimonies with me on the topic of fellowship. If you could all read their testimonies you would seriously be so inspired to get up and start fellowshipping those around you! To them I am so grateful.
I also want to thank everyone that came to hear me talk. You are ALL so wonderful!! Thank you! Thank you! Thank you! I am so BLESSED to have your love and support! And now... I am at peace... NO MORE TALKS FOR A LONG TIME!!!

PANIC ATTACK!!!!

So I've been thinking that... I'm a REALLY LUCKY GIRL!! I've been in the singles ward now for... well... never mind that... it's just been awhile. So I've only had to give one talk since I've been in the ward. I have seriously been so blessed that I haven't been asked to get up since then. Well, my luck changed last night!! Brother Beezer took me into his "office" and told me not to hate him... and asked if I would give a talk February 15th. OH...MY...GOSH!!! Breath... Breath... OH FREAK!!!!! I don't know what I'm even going to speak on!! I REALLY HATE GETTING UP IN FRONT OF PEOPLE!!!!! I'm having a PANIC ATTACK!! Anyone want to go t.p. Brother Beezer's house with me?????? I really think I'm going to vomit... really!! I don't think the branch presidency understands how stressed out I get... maybe I'll do what that kid did in the other singles branch... pass out... not a bad plan!! You know what... I think this really happened because I mentioned to someone this past week that I don't like to get up in front of people... of course this would happen right after I say that!! So now I solicit to all my friends to pray for me so that I don't VOMIT in front of the whole congregation or even hyperventilate... all I have to say is that this will be interesting...